Dramamine vs Benadryl tripping?

I tried to commit suicide years ago by overdosing on Benadryl, I took a huge handful of pills and it took many different sessions to swallow them. I was in no control, I got lost in my own house, there were people around who weren't there, I broke my lamp as well as many other things because I was blind and couldn't find my way through my house, I walked into many different walls and fixtures, its a wonder I didn't fall into the pool outside and drown. Don't do it, its scary as hell and you will regret it.