Older brother molested me, need help.?

I admire you, you are an incredibly strong person. I don't think you should bring this up to your brother at this time but I do think you should tell your boyfriend. If you are in love with him or are extremely close to being at that point you need to tell him. Just sit him down one day and tell him all these things you just wrote. If he feels the same way about you then he should understand why you're so reserved and support you. I also think you should see a psychologist to work through whatever issues are still there and your boyfriend could even join in on some sessions. I think it's time you tell him what happened and it's time to move on with him and find your happiness. Good luck!(: