So jealous of my cousin....how can I get past this?

maybe god didn't want you to have a daughter. maybe since she had a bad childhood she can have a good ending. why do you think you are any better than her. huh? do you think that you are more superior to her. that is just sick. no wonder you don't get along with the 4th child. he probably thinks so too. stop whining and be happy you actually have children. and you should also think about people who barely want one child. boy or girl and can't have any. i stopped reading this half way through cause i was done with this. oh and there is also something called adopting! stop whining and be thankful.